Mood/activities/thoughts: (night) What a long first day of school. I had 11 sessions but couldn’t write any of the session notes until I wrote just 5 now..I’ll write the rest tomorrow morning I hope. I had to stop to do my tarot, or I would just stop again and become inconsistent with my hobbies again which I am NOT going to let happen.
Many parents were spanish speaking, which made it so hard to see the kids. I wish more were older, as the 30 minutes with kids is so much harder on the screen..If I had the older kids again, my days would definitely be simpler. I guess I didn’t think they’d have the full time position, and thought the school’s reputation was worse so I didn’t even think about asking for it. But now I see I wish I did it.
But in a different perspective, those kids mostly did not want to attend Speech, and I guess while I would have more to learn (on my level for information), I do want to make an impact on childrens’ lives too when they need the learning most. Anyway, after 3:30 my sessions ended, I did tutoring for two more hours lol talk about craziness! It worked out though. I need that extra dough and it makes me feel productive. Just want my time for hobbies as well.
Tarot Card: Judgment

Notes on Card: period of awakening, brought on by self-reflection, renewal of love, making adjustments in relationship, keep communication with your partner open, and make sure both of you are aware of each other’s needs, Small changes that the two of you make together can have a great effect on your relationship,use the lessons you’ve learned to make changes for the future, evaluating whether your financial habits have been hindering your material situation (from https://labyrinthos.co/)

Reflection: Woah never got this major arcana yet. But I do know this card most of all the cards in this deck surprisingly. I remember using it for a session once haha. I just spent 20 minutes reflecting on my career choice of school, and my finances as a result so that was interesting. I only have about 24 hours right now, so I need to make sure I add the three extra kids tomorrow for hopefully another 2-3 hours of work. I don’t mind only 25 hours of work honestly, but its just that I lose out on a lot of money as compared to when I was making 39 hours per week..But either way I should see time as a way to do hobbies and not waste time! So it will work out, I believe in it. 🙂 Can’t wait to do more hobbies after work tomorrow (and also send emails and write sesis..)