September 25, 2020
Mood/activities/thoughts: (evening) Had a few kids to see and barely got to do any of my hobbies :(. I think maybe not this weekend, but I’ll def try to fit it in tomorrow, hoping to learn more spreads and read a bit. Too bad my other books haven’t come in yet.
I also got 4 more CPSE kids to add to my caseload. Now I’ll probably have more than 30 hours woohoo. That’s not too shabby. Also, we don’t have Jewish holidays off, but that’s not a bad thing for me, since that means I get to keep working with the kids without losing money.
Anyway, going to finish packing for Sat-Mon wear as i may be going with m to his home in Ct to help with crushing grapes. I am excited to see how that process works, and help out too.
Feeling okay overall, a bit excited about adopting a cat, future living, etc, just want to focus on hobbies more and make something of myself so I could give to parents and let them live happy. I really wanted to go on vacation, and if nothing was wrong, it would’ve been perfect during the summer, where I had like two months off! August especially was almost like nothing happened because I was mostly home and unhappy.
I hope to be able to keep providing for myself and family through my job and hobbies. I just cannot wait to get it somewhere, and right now my pace isn’t enough, I need to keep learning and reviewing and practicing.
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