Mood/activities/thoughts: (night, after din) I had a full day from 8:30 to 3:30 today. One kid was in class, so apart from that one (still talked to his bro), I was able to see all kids nonstop. AND I wrote the notes in time! Pretty proud of myself for sticking to timing, to let them go about 3-5 min early so I could finish my notes. I thought the sessions went well. Going to enter them into SESIS prob this Friday or so. After I finished, I emailed all the kids’ parents for tomorrow, so I wouldn’t have to now. I was done by 4. So I asked sis if she wanted to ride bike and she immediately agreed so we went. She loved it and was so happy to ride my bike around for the first time. I was happy that she liked it. We went around the parking lot, our old school, took some pics, and came back home as she had a meeting at 5. Then I’ve just been hanging around, looking into more masks, reading a bit of tarot. Going to continue to do more of that. I also ate dinner early- tasty tasty rice using rice cooker that I got mom 🙂 . She added shrimp, carrots, beans, corn, mushrooms…so good! I even ate TWO bowls of it, I’m def getting fat. Dammit I need to workout more…Gonna try to make a few more candles today. Maybe more fruity ones. Here are some pics of me and syl on my bike <3

Tarot Card: Queen of Swords, reversed

Notes on card: learn to use your experiences to overcome them, instead of being consumed by them, person’s nastiness can be the result of trauma, and because of this, if your partner is demonstrating these traits, someone who is bitter, manipulative, overly critical and can be downright cruel, financial confusion, failure to make logical financial decisions,trauma, toxic relationship, manipulation, cruelty, have to start thinking more objectively, because your emotions could lead you astray, may be thinking too much with your heart, and you are becoming too emotionally involved with your current situation

Reflection: I think I was definitely too emotionally affected when I got upset over the weekend at his attitude and reaction to me. I am trying to stay objective especially for work related situations, and being consumed sometimes by my trauma. I think I need to work on listening to my head, but mentally clear thoughts first. I don’t want emotions to get the best of me.