Mood/activities/thoughts: (evening) Just built my new organizer for my tarot cards/crystals! I’ve always loved putting things together/ building things, so this was such an enjoyable time for me. Here it is along with my reorganized desk:

It’s too bad the slots are so skinny, they only fit my skinny tarot cards. My Steampunk and Dark Wood cards are in the little pull out drawer at the bottom! That’s not a bad thing, since I do want to keep them safe–they were my most expensive ones. ANYWAY, I FOUND A BIGGER ORGANIZER THAT WOULD FIT EVERYTHING (including my oracle cards I put off to the right) and immediately purchased it on Aliexpress. I can’t believe I couldn’t find those before and only saw this specific design! What the heck! I’m happy though,because I could return this when the other one comes, most likely before October 2nd (it’s shipped from the US). And secretly, I’m super excited to have another building experience 😀 heheheh.
My earlier day was spent calling some parents. I still have about 5 that need to be confirmed. Total of about 27 students. I hope to get at least 10 more as the school year starts, because that would help me become more full time.
Feeling okay about things when I focus on my hobbies/career/productivity. I still need to exercise today. I think there are still going to be upcoming changes I won’t be too ready for, but I think I will be okay to handle it. I can only do so much, if people hurt or don’t care enough to sacrifice and choose to put effort, then I will still have myself in the end. It won’t be the end of the world, despite feelings of sadness that may arise.
Tarot Card: Two of Cups, upright/reversed (fell, not sure)

Notes on Card: harmony, mutual respect and appreciation, equality, balance, sharing visions, strong, successful partnership…or reversed: need self-love, you project that lack of self love onto others, creating unfulfilled relationships, not the same goals or respect for each other, restricted communication, lack of trust, maybe you should try to shift energy by opening up

Reflection: I think right now, I am learning to put myself first and love myself so that I don’t project any insecurities and unhappiness onto others. By doing this, I make sure I let others know my boundaries, and what I do accept and don’t accept. I think I need to keep checking in on this self-love, because I am always conflicted on loving others more and letting my own needs go down the drain. By doing that, I’m actually restricting how much love is truly going around. I will continue to love others, but more importantly I need to remember to love myself. I am dedicated to not holding on so tightly now, to see what really comes and cares. I will shift all other negative energy into learning and continuing my tarot journey.