Mood/activities/thoughts: (night) Treated myself to candle jars (new 24 pack of 2oz), Tarot of the Divine (I couldn’t resist..it suddenly went down 5 bucks! And you know how crazy amazon prices can get..might go right up soon again), laptop skin, and a set of workout clothes. I am grateful for having work to support my hobbies and what I want. I do need to watch my spending though. I tend to love myself and treat myself really well in some occasions, and now seems like one of those times..I can go long periods without buying anything, or suddenly buy all the stuff I ever wanted at one or two gos..I know I do think it through first though. Anyway, trying my best to keep up with hobbies can be hard but glad I got tomorrow for that (minus 2 sessions for makeup). I want to stay on top of my hobbies and productivity to make something of myself.
Tarot Card: The Tower, upright

Notes on card: old ways are no longer useful, and you must find another set of beliefs, values and processes, replace the old foundations of the past with something that is more genuine,In terms of work, there is an inevitable argument bound to happen. You need to be in control and keep your temper in check. Avoid saying something that may hurt other people. When it comes to your love life, your romantic relationship may be nearing its end. from https://labyrinthos.co/

Reflection: Maybe I am delaying an ending bound to happen when I’m constantly given signs of infidelity and feelings that he is untrustworthy and toxic for my heart in the long run. I’ve learned patience, unconditional love, and all the good but seem to have a hard time getting him to show me the same. I’m really exhausted and the pain isn’t going away when the next hurtful thing comes along so soon. Maybe the longer I stay, the more I get taken advantage of due to their not needing to do better. For work, I don’t think there are arguments, parents have finally calmed down and appreciated my efforts by showing they care about their kids’ speech services as well. I’m thankful for that, but just sad that so many kids probably do not get treated right by parents who get stressed and take it out on them. Hopefully I am not that parent in the future. I want to give my kids the best, but also show them what effort, work ethic, and personal morals mean.