July 30, 2020

Mood/thoughts/activities: (afternoon) I feel quite good today. Woke early to do a work session for an hour, then had my supervisor watch my sessions. It went pretty good, and then I had lunch (mashed potatoes and dumplings) and am finally doing hobbies now before my next session at 2:30. I feel refreshed, grown, and more understanding of what I want and how I can achieve it. All of it seems clearer to me, and therefore my confidence is at a relative high. Writing the tarot notes and learning more each day is so fulfilling. I can’t wait to start making videos and continuing the journey. While I don’t get too much time with loved ones, I made sure to share my gains by buying things for them that they like. Feeling satisfied and in a giving mood overall.

Tarot Card: The Lovers, upright

photo from biddytarot.com

Notes on card: Intense meaningful bond, deepening connection, sensual pleasure and passions, physical >>emotional>> spiritual areas of love, open communication and honesty, figuring out what you truly believe in, choice in personal values, need to consider consequences before action, must choose to love yourself and others, choosing to be the best version of yourself, bringing opposing forces together–accept duality and build unity for love to happen

Reflection: Wow, I just got this card like two days ago! It pretty much revealed itself, rather than “jumped out” and I suddenly stopped shuffling. But, again, very fitting to my feelings and situation. I’m feeling at my best, and I know what my personal values are. Now, I just have to keep loving myself and others, and working on my hobbies to stay happy and healthy. I do need to start exercising though, as that is one area I’m currently slacking in, and am not fully satisfied with. Thanks for tuning in!