July 29, 2020

Mood/thoughts/activities: (Night 10:40 PM) Had a pretty good morning working with kids. Then I did more tarot notes, posted for the first time in 11 months on instagram, went to stop and shop myself to look for koolaid packets–but ended up getting milk, greek yogurt, grapes, and chocolate without any koolaid 🙁 They didn’t have. I got home in a sweaty wet mess cause of carrying all that walking in the sun. In the evening, I went to see Shirley with syl, grabbed us some canned bbtea and ice-cream. Was nice to be out and chill with them. Pranked Marcello cause he was on my spotify and played The Wheels on the Bus during a great song :D. Feel like I need to keep developing my hobbies regardless of how I feel. That’s why I’m on here when I was about to sleep–can’t believe I almost forgot this and it’s only day 3!! Maybe I’ll set daily reminders. Overall, feeling quite good career-wise and mentally, and that’s largely due to a good balance of self love and hobbies, socializing, and work. Feel confident, and loving myself and what I do.

Tarot Card: Seven of Cups, reversed

photo from biddytarot.com

Notes on card: feeling empowered, knowing clearly what I want, not looking to what may appeal to others- but rather relying on self-wisdom, relying on my own guidance, try not to lose focus due to so many interests, think about what your priority is long-term, reduce options if needed, no need for big idea–you can go for it now if you just choose.

Reflection: Resonates again, wow. I do know what I want, and what I stand for. I feel confident in sharing my beliefs, even if others may not agree or may not think that way right off the bat. I am losing focus sometimes though, and need to remind myself to continue this tarot journey or else it will just become a lost cause again. Just by doing this, I feel so much more productive already. Have a good night everyone!