Mood/activities/thoughts: (afternoon/evening) Unexpected cancels of work yesterday and today making me end up losing like 3 jobs from yesterday to today. It’s okay, though, more time for hobbies. Although I wouldn’t mind those extra dollars and had set time for them anyway. Worked out in the morning to feel better about everything- I always wake up a bit sluggish or hoping for more out of my day, and I feel I just get disappointed until I do a lotttt for my hobbies or work a lot, or gain some clarity in some form of communication. I hope I can spend more time working on myself, as this is what is most important toward my future right now. This includes more working out, hobbies (tarot especially now), and spending time with those who truly care about me. I need to look to myself for support and not wait on others who are unwilling to give that equal energy.

Tarot Card: Page of Wands, reversed

Notes on card: something new emerging but not yet activated, early stages of an idea, allow creative void to work itself and open up, tried new ideas and didn’t work out, not the growth you’d expected, been hindered by something so it makes you lack the motivation/decisiveness to continue, letting limiting beliefs and fears get in the way, inspiration and understanding comes from within–so keeping spiritual journey to yourself

Reflection: Last explanation is on point. I have just said that keeping to myself and working on how I see myself is most important in the end of it all. I definitely do want to focus on this tarot journey a lot more and I don’t want everyone to know just yet, until I feel I have a better grasp of it.