Mood/thoughts/activities: (Morning) I feel like some forces have been trying to get me down but I’ve stayed strong to not them get to me, by staying positive and using my inner power to fight it. I don’t need someone’s attention, but pure self-love and focus in order to get to that place. Have some sessions today then will focus on making a website (this one- I did it!).

Tarot: The Lovers (VI), upright

Notes on card: Intense meaningful bond, deepening connection, sensual pleasure and passions, physical >>emotional>> spiritual areas of love, open communication and honesty, figuring out what you truly believe in, choice in personal values, need to consider consequences before action, must choose to love yourself and others, choosing to be the best version of yourself, bringing opposing forces together–accept duality and build unity for love to happen

Reflection: I think the “choosing to be the best version of yourself” and seeing opposing forces work together with acceptance is most fitting to my situation. I think that when I accept things as they are, instead of trying to control or force something to happen, I’m more stable and happy overall with who I am and therefore I’m being the best I can be. Through this, others will also probably be more open to connecting with me, and being their best selves.