Mood/activities/thoughts: (night) Had a big sushi dinner with the fam, courtesy of sis. So much food, we prob could have fed a village! But alas , we couldn’t finish and now have tomorrow’s lunch!! I biked there to meet parents and then biked back (all just for fun as dad drove mom to go get it all). I got there same time, but got back a bit later, and met dad at garage so he could also try my bike. He had fun haha

Had a decent day with the students. Doing three students and tutor tomorrow. Hoping to get some more tarot as well

Tarot Card: Temperance, upright

Notes on card: careful and considerate with love, being patient with love or lover, calmness in all matters gives them comfort and puts them at ease, time to evaluate and re-examine the priorities you have chosen, success from patience and moderation, steady and slow progress, patience, moderation, understanding and going the middle path, are you too reserved? Are you too giving? Or are you not giving enough? How can you bring these traits into balance?

Reflection: Lots on my mind, and not sure if I will be able to move out. Feel like I need patience, and evaluate it all. Just pulled the card after he gave me a little attitude so it seems like the card’s telling me to be patient with him and stay calm about it. I think I’ve definitely gotten better at that calmness part, but I need to stop letting it get me down so easily and often. It just doesn’t feel good sometimes when you try hard to be good for someone and they lash out because it isn’t exactly what they want. I know he is tired and sometimes doesn’t want to hurt my feelings so he does certain things but it backfires eventually cause I could sense when he want to talk and when he might not or is doing it to seemingly please me. I don’t need time given if it isn’t wanted, I just wish for honesty and being able to share openly with me with loving intention. Oh! Just found such a cool cute place though for only 2500 and a total of 700 sq ft. That is super rare. Prob has a fee though, only downfall. But rarely do you see 700 ft for that price. and it has such a cute unique layout, exactly like a place I’d like to do my hobbies in, very homey but also hostel like. Maybe I would be able to focus better there too since I know I’m paying for hobbies essentially. If I could just work from home for about 30 hours a week I’d be satisfied and work hard to keep making money on the side with my hobbies. One weekend of that definitely gives me enough time to do hobbies and make something of myself. I also would love to be able to cook and be around my best friend/lover more often, that’s something I’ve always liked. I hope it will work out, but we will see.