Mood/activities/thoughts: (morning) woke to loud talking outside the building at around 7 and then couldn’t return to sleep til maybe 7:45 til 9. Going to work out, work on hobbies, and see two kids. Going hiking tomorrow morning, then got to make sure i get my sesis notes onto sesis as well. Have a bad headache now, going to brush first. Then do a sugar exfoliation and start working on hobbies. Tarot of the Divine and my laptop sleeve for six bucks is supposed to arrive today! But..it hasn’t even shipped yet…they’re probably going to delay it :(. Otherwise, I’m trying to stay productive and positive with where life is taking me. Having hope for the future because I keep learning and growing along the way.

Tarot Card: Five of Pentacles, reversed

Notes on card: end to difficult times, regaining self confidence, positive change, hope is renewed, spiritually, something feels like it’s missing, but you can’t figure it out, spend only on what you truly want/need, remember what you do have..family, love, etc even if you’re not wealthy, overcoming previous struggles, or make a decision to leave what no longer works, people around you more accepting, and you’re also more open to possibilities

Reflection: I do feel a bit better, but I’m not sure if it’s from within, or needing that reassurance from others. Either way, I’m glad I made it through the week of sessions with kids without getting down by my personal issues. I feel proud of myself for being able to stay professional and give my best despite my internal, personal feelings of sadness. I am working towards my happiness for sure. I believe I can get to a place where I can help others as well.